Happy-Sad-Happy-Sad

i havent post anythin but sad lil poems in my past posts so i'll try and make this post livelier..

but i really hav to get a few sad things out of the way

i lost a sweet sweet friend for some time coz he delusionally thinks that not talkin to him would be good fr me.. well i'll wait fr him to contact me like i said to him..
he is this shweet bachha who thinks he is all grown up and knows wat is best fr everybdy..
well he doesnt and i hope he realises that and contacts me soon..

my summer trainin sucks its really borin.. coz its with a PSU and basically they do not hav a project to giv.. dnt kno why they selected me.. they r not payin me anythin.. oh btw i was blackmailed into takin this summer trainin by the palcecom under the threat thatif i dnt take this an fail to get thru the my dream company they would wash their hands off me.. and not help me get summers at all.. so i had to take this one

now that the sad things r outta the way..

i have joined the British council library for these summer trainin months so that i can do watever research i want.. sadly i dnt hav an internet connection at home..

i am back on speakin terms with a dear friend that i thot i had lost .. i hope we remain good friends..

am gettin loads of good food at home .. a nice change frmm the grubby mess ka khaana

i am tryin really hard to find things that goin well rite now in my life.. well thats all that i have been able to rake out the shit arnd me..

here is a better idea.. i'll just list down 5 things that would make me unbelievably happy :

a) guy i love loves me bak as much as i love him
b) get over the guy that doesnt love me back and find a nice guy who does
c) the friend who has stopped speakin to me starts talkin to me again
d) i eat tons of icecream and not gain even an ounce of weight
e) a great job that pays me really well .. i hav to wait fr this fr another year but again this has the most chance of coming true


i feel a lil better after puttin up a real post after such a long time..